when you close your eyes and rub them intensely....
when you close your eyes
and try to imagine nothingness.
your best envisionment of nothingness is still always situated in space somehow....nothingness does not require a spatial dimension....you are probaly imagining that nothingness is 3-dimensional....pathetic.
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your feeble mind still imagines nothingness is black in color....or maybe it is white....you are incapable of imagining anything which is devoid of color....or devoid of the absence of color....you cannot imagine any form of nothingness which is not still associated to color....your mind is so feeble.
when you close your eyes
did you realize that
the displays on all the digital clocks go blank....like, they no longer display anything when your eyes are closed
....only to suddenly become reactivated at the very instant when you open your eyes again
....but the thing is, you can train your mind and develop the ability to observe this occurrence
....once you have perfected the ability, you will be able to witness the moment when the flow of time recommences upon the opening of your eyeballs.
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Every time that I close my eyes, why do I see a man dressed in khaki, standing on a boat near an island?
....and then it becomes the only thing that I can think about
....and suddenly he has so much more detail, and has a calm expression on his face
....everything is khaki, even the island and the sole palm tree
....I can only distinguish the palm tree from the island because they are different shades of khaki
....the khaki envelopes the sky and I wonder whether I am khaki???